Today I started to blog! LOL, JK Diary! I've fucking tried this like five times before.
My life is so hectic right now, even though some would argue that it isn't, that I've really needed a place that I can kick back and write my thoughts down. Well actually this blog is a just a poor excuse to use my new laptop and seem trendy in other, lemming-like peoples' eyes.
I think the main problem that I've had while trying to keep up a blog before was that I was too critical of what to say, what to post and how do I organize such random thoughts. Well the pure answer is that you don't. Our brains don't work out that way. Our brains are filled with observations, new and old and they are all thrown together in a grab bag of sorts. Why else would I go to the mall, pick up a scent and think about my cubby hole in kindergarten. Makes no sense, but in a way it's comforting I suppose.
Point is that I can't write. Therefore why try my hardest to form any sort of artistic segues from one topic to the next. I never know what life will do to me in the next hour so why focus on how I'm going to deal with trying to fit the circular conversation topic into a triangular hole. Just take the fucking hammer and nail that bitch in. (That's what HE said)
